Thursday, March 21, 2019

What His Eyes Don't See



Jaimie
High School Sophmore


Chocolate skin with chocolate eyes dark brown hair and frown shaped lips
Little to no curves other than my stomach and a butt that resembles Spongebob's tush
Football arms and real fat thighs
Scraps on my knees, and scabs on my calf
Very wide feet with veins popping out
One long big toe with a bird’s beak shaped scar
One meaty big toe with a scar straight down
Very long lashes super thick brows
With An Afro as my preferred style
Sweats that make my butt look presentable
Threw on baggy shirt to hide my alluring boobs
Moles on my arms
A mole on my lip
Super fat cheeks that love to get squeezed near
ears so small that you can barely see
My nails are chipping,
My hands are ashy
I have very dry skin and an annoying uni-brow
When I take a picture, my legs look weird
I can’t push my caves back or arch my spine  
My knees crack when I bend
The palms of my hands don’t touch the ground unless I’m almost in split position
I am not athletic nor am I fit
My hair is short with ends that are split
The curls in my hair are not defined unless they are wet and when they are dry, they are considered “not presentable”
Yet, I still hear wolf whistles
They yell, “aye ma”  
I hear the damnnnn’s as I pass
But I know to not fall for such trickery
Because he won’t want me when he sees the unholy that I behold
I was not made to please the male eye but yet I do
My body was made for ME
And even though it can be annoying
I still look in the mirror and say
"I AM BEAUTIFUL, NOT JUST TODAY BUT EVERYDAY"
Prettygirl is what my dad calls me and a prettygirl I am
My beauty is far beyond what anyone can see,
Behind closed doors
My beauty is set free